Thank you for this. I have been struggling to fit in with groups at the moment because I do not have the same beliefs as them, in quick fixes and positive thinking and mass group work with very little time or facilitators to hold individuals during the process and afterward, all the time holding the belief that the right people will come and it will all be wonderfully positive. Whilst my concerns are being pushed to one side and I am apparently bringing negativity and potential harm to a project. I met some over people at another event who again had similar views and I had started to doubt myself, my intuition and my therapeutic training, and my awareness through my own healing of trauma of what can arise. You article has made me feel less alone. Thank you so much for sharing
I am honored these words have found you! I was so naive when I was involved in this system. I'd like to think pure of heart at least mostly, but grounded skillsets and safe structures are necessary for people to heal. Keep standing up for it!
Aug 9, 2022·edited Aug 14, 2022Liked by Justice Bartlett
I have no doubt that you and indeed the others I have recently sat with were pure of heart and want humanity to evolve into a higher state, free, authentic, happy and fulfilled, but I do not believe that these people have dealt with their own trauma in any other way than through ceremonial events or one off visits to a group workshop with a healer directing higher energies into their system. They know no better than the euphoric experience they have had and although they may feel better for a while, it then resurfaces and they seek relief again and want to pass on that relief to others. I have had someone tell me about an experience that left them feeling suicidal because the energies passed through them were far to high and dislodge and bought up so many things that were buried, but this individual could not even articulate the feelings arising and the memories could not even make it to a conscious level to provide reference! I know I am reiterating everything you have said above, but you are right and the timing of your article for me has been perfect. We are all learning how to do the right thing with the increasing knowledge that is being made available to us. Thank you for your grace and honesty
I fell into this trap myself and it was very dangerous territory these people within the quantum community work with fallen aliens -demons and I became highjacked and had all my sexual liquid drained from my body and I feel like they have extracted my soul I was highly empathetic and now feel dead inside my nervous system isn't even present I think my body is running on artificial intelligence and being kept alive by it I wish I hadve came across this post a year ago 😭
I fell into this trap myself and it was very dangerous territory these people within the quantum community work with fallen aliens -demons and I became highjacked and had all my sexual liquid drained from my body and I feel like they have extracted my soul I was highly empathetic and now feel dead inside my nervous system isn't even present I think my body is running on artificial intelligence and being kept alive by it I wish I hadve came across this post a year ago 😭
Charlene, I'm sorry to hear that you have experienced this trauma, and that is what it is. These systems (like many mainstream religions) can be so draining, and can leave us hooked and questioning ourselves.
I'm touched that you found this piece beneficial, and I would be happy to extend my professional services to you if you are curious about exploring how to recover from this. Helping people recover from spiritual and energetic abuse is one the niches of my professional practice.
Thank you for this. I have been struggling to fit in with groups at the moment because I do not have the same beliefs as them, in quick fixes and positive thinking and mass group work with very little time or facilitators to hold individuals during the process and afterward, all the time holding the belief that the right people will come and it will all be wonderfully positive. Whilst my concerns are being pushed to one side and I am apparently bringing negativity and potential harm to a project. I met some over people at another event who again had similar views and I had started to doubt myself, my intuition and my therapeutic training, and my awareness through my own healing of trauma of what can arise. You article has made me feel less alone. Thank you so much for sharing
I am honored these words have found you! I was so naive when I was involved in this system. I'd like to think pure of heart at least mostly, but grounded skillsets and safe structures are necessary for people to heal. Keep standing up for it!
I have no doubt that you and indeed the others I have recently sat with were pure of heart and want humanity to evolve into a higher state, free, authentic, happy and fulfilled, but I do not believe that these people have dealt with their own trauma in any other way than through ceremonial events or one off visits to a group workshop with a healer directing higher energies into their system. They know no better than the euphoric experience they have had and although they may feel better for a while, it then resurfaces and they seek relief again and want to pass on that relief to others. I have had someone tell me about an experience that left them feeling suicidal because the energies passed through them were far to high and dislodge and bought up so many things that were buried, but this individual could not even articulate the feelings arising and the memories could not even make it to a conscious level to provide reference! I know I am reiterating everything you have said above, but you are right and the timing of your article for me has been perfect. We are all learning how to do the right thing with the increasing knowledge that is being made available to us. Thank you for your grace and honesty
Thank you for this, Justice. Excellent points.
Thank you. This one has, literally, been years in the making.
I fell into this trap myself and it was very dangerous territory these people within the quantum community work with fallen aliens -demons and I became highjacked and had all my sexual liquid drained from my body and I feel like they have extracted my soul I was highly empathetic and now feel dead inside my nervous system isn't even present I think my body is running on artificial intelligence and being kept alive by it I wish I hadve came across this post a year ago 😭
I fell into this trap myself and it was very dangerous territory these people within the quantum community work with fallen aliens -demons and I became highjacked and had all my sexual liquid drained from my body and I feel like they have extracted my soul I was highly empathetic and now feel dead inside my nervous system isn't even present I think my body is running on artificial intelligence and being kept alive by it I wish I hadve came across this post a year ago 😭
Charlene, I'm sorry to hear that you have experienced this trauma, and that is what it is. These systems (like many mainstream religions) can be so draining, and can leave us hooked and questioning ourselves.
I'm touched that you found this piece beneficial, and I would be happy to extend my professional services to you if you are curious about exploring how to recover from this. Helping people recover from spiritual and energetic abuse is one the niches of my professional practice.
Wishing you love and recovery.