Good one Justice! I was in CUT also, in those days I was always hoped that my twin flame was happy in the 'Etheric Realm'. Yet always had significant relations, good and bad , with men and women. As to romance it seemed to me that the 'cult environment' promoted dysfunctional relations. After a few tries at romance in that group, I gave it up. It seemed to me that the cult environment was not conducive to healthy intimacy. Just to much institutional baggage. Though some did manage it. I was glad to get out of the cult and try 'the world' again. Not surprisingly, still seemed to have many dysfunctional relations, some very dangerous, some just painfully wrong. Still working on my own dynamic health. Lots of good friends. Yet 'intimate partner life' seems not to be in my capacity. Oh well. And life is good, I love who and what I am. Funny though to me, in the last month just pursuing connections, I've been ghosted twice. But that's a good sign to me. If someone says No by not being available, I respect that, and move on. Still want a 'dance partner', looking at dance classes. Ha!
Good one Justice! I was in CUT also, in those days I was always hoped that my twin flame was happy in the 'Etheric Realm'. Yet always had significant relations, good and bad , with men and women. As to romance it seemed to me that the 'cult environment' promoted dysfunctional relations. After a few tries at romance in that group, I gave it up. It seemed to me that the cult environment was not conducive to healthy intimacy. Just to much institutional baggage. Though some did manage it. I was glad to get out of the cult and try 'the world' again. Not surprisingly, still seemed to have many dysfunctional relations, some very dangerous, some just painfully wrong. Still working on my own dynamic health. Lots of good friends. Yet 'intimate partner life' seems not to be in my capacity. Oh well. And life is good, I love who and what I am. Funny though to me, in the last month just pursuing connections, I've been ghosted twice. But that's a good sign to me. If someone says No by not being available, I respect that, and move on. Still want a 'dance partner', looking at dance classes. Ha!